My last blog entry was over three years ago. Time fly’s when you have a little one in your life, your wife becomes ill, a member of what you think is family physically attacks you and beats you senseless. You may ask “Why me God?” Am I not doing your will or is the truth I am now doing my will and you are just trying to get me to “wake up”? If we as men and women of Christ lack focus or direction why do we make it so difficult to seek his Will in our lives? We know we can send many “knee-mails” but we realize that they are being rejected or maybe not received? <firstname.lastname@example.org>: connect to 184.108.40.206: Connection timed out. We look at the rejection line and determine we are sending these “knee-mails” to ourselves and not to God!!
As a child one image of Christ still burns in my mind.Christ kneeling in the garden.This image says many things to many people whom have seen it. It is clear in this picture that Christ is seeking His Father, God of the Universe, maker of all things great and good. This God, Jesus, who came to earth to live among men as a man, sent to teach us the “Way the Truth and the Life”, even He knew He must seek God as a man. Sometime I think that I have lost that very simple thought. Seek God not man. Walk with Him and not away from Him. Ask Him to so you His will for your life and never ask Him to make you will His.Always Check your “Knee-Mails” to ensure they have been received and not returned ‘Undelivered”. God will send what you need if you ask Him in the manner He deserves. Always show Him you are His servant. You are ready, if He wants, to send you out of the “Boat” of doubt and fear. What will it take? How long do we have? Can you commit to share His Love? If the opportunity comes will you go?
I have lived most of my life in fear of rejection. I do not like to hear people talking down other people to make their point clear. Judgement will come but not from man. “God from Heaven come down” We need you to return as our world continues to darken. You are the only true “Light” Please forgive the mess we have created in your creation.